My depression hasn't been alleviated; it's still hard for me to get out of bed in the mornings. I've felt good today, but I spent the entire weekend in bed until about 7pm Sunday evening. Saturday I was supposed to go to a DUI education class and Sunday morning I was supposed to play tennis with Rancy, yet I napped in bed most of the time. I meet with my Psychiatrist on Thursday to discuss my medications. I'm going to tell her how unfocused and down I've been for the past two months. All I have been concentrating on is my lack of concentration, and I'm tired of being unproductive. I don't want to start my new life in Orange County this this mode.

I'm really worried - tomorrow I have a court date where restitution is assessed, stemming from the DUI I had back on November 15th. I hit a car which hit a parked car, and I'm paying the insurance company of the car I hit roughly $15,000 for damages. What if I'm charged some exorbitant amount? How will I afford moving to Irvine/Costa Mesa? I've been thinking lately that the best thing to do in the interim is commute everyday to save money in rent since I currently pay Rancy $150/month. I don't want to consider bankruptcy, but if it's like $25,000, what will I do? A dark cloud hovers over my financial progress.

Today is sober day 29, and I me