I've been sober 22 days now. I stayed sober during Gay Pride, so I'm grateful for that.

I've been in a funk for the last few months. I'm trying to work through it.

Why do I resent cute guys? I reject them the second I see them. I think it's because I don't want to be rejected.

Why can't I stick to a workout program? I can't stick to any program I create. I can, but I'm lazy and I give up. I need to stick to a workout program. I need to write out a plan and stick to it.

I wrote down a list of short-term goals while at work today. That should help getting motivated to start working on something. I'm wasting my time doing nothing. I don't want to look back in 5 years and be as regretful as I am over the past 5 years.