I drank this weekend. I went out Friday and met a new person from A4A named Mark at the Loft, then we headed to Pecs. He spent the night with me. We went to breakfast in the AM after he ran home to care for the 7 Havanese dogs he breeds, then went out and did a repeat of the previous night except this time I spent the night with him.

The next morning we had coffee then he drove me home. We had planned to go to the Hole later in the afternoon but he said we was busy grooming one of the dogs of which he has a potential buyer. I think he was just over me by then. I haven't heard from him since.

I've decided to stay clear of gay.com and A4A and focus on other things, no matter how bored I get or how strong the desire to "surf" becomes. This is my first step at setting boundaries. Next I shall be working on a routine: working out and eating right. Finally, I'll focus on working the AA program; going to meetings, finding a sponser, and reading the big book.

I am invited to a 4th of July party. I probably shouldn't go because there'll be a lot of drinking there. I think I will invite someone from AA with me so that I'll be ok. I'll look into it.