Monday, May 20, 2002

I started taking Hydroxycut last Wednesday. I don't really like how I feel; I get headaches and I feel this pressure on my chest like someone is laying on top of me. But I had this tremendous amout of energy, until I started working out. I worked out on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday and haven't feel good since, however, I think it's due to not eating many carbohydrates since I was on a modified version of Adkins. I weighed myself on Thursday - 245#. I can't believe it - I'm a tank! Oh well, I don't look like I weight that much, or else everyone is lying to my face. I don't think I do, but oh well; my perception has been warped on this matter everytime I've gained weight. Last time when I got up to 220# right after the navy, I didn't realize I was that big until I'd lost the weight and saw pictures of myself weight 220#.

When I eat though, I feel much better. Today, I've had 2 powerbars (immediately I felt better) and a shake and right now I'm feeling sleepy and have a really bad headache. I need to have some sort of regular diet set up - something in the morning, a sandwich and salad for lunch and something for dinner. I'm gonna work out tonight and see how that goes.

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