Okay I feel like I've had some breakthroughs with my blog, but I don't think I want to exalt my achievements as of yet. I should admit that I don't even own my own computer - welcome to 2001, Josh, yet I've made 4 posts now in less than 24 hours; how do I have such gratuitous Internet access? "And I'm all alone...there's no one here beside me...well ya gotta have friends" God bless Bette Midler YES! I'm gay - that is what the "Alternative" refers to in my title.

Well...technically, I identify as being gay, but I think everyone, no matter how über-masculine nor hyper, kinderwhore feminine one is, he or she can love the same or opposite sex. In terms of love, I have that capacity to love anyone in a mental, physical, and sexual way, regardless of one's sex - it's the person I love, not his or her genitalia. However, yes, I admit, without any acknowlegement of anything beyond the physical, I am totally attracted to guys, the assholes.