It's not often I find guys my age who know what "vapid" means, let alone use it in a clear and consise diatribe on Hate Crime legislature, but - murdering mouth - ... what can I say? I need to sleep with my dictionary now on.

I found him on this bear profiles website - don't know why I was there. I was just reminded how much of a man I am NOT. Some guy listed as his "turn offs" Bette Midler and Steel Magnolias. I wonder if there is anyone else out there who has issues with his masculinity as I do. But I was glad to see that - murdering mouth - is boyfriends with long-time cutie David.

Why can't I ever be satisfied with what I have and what I'm working for? It seems like it's never enough but it is, so why can't I accept that? I sound like an AA mantra.