It's my party, and I'll be a bitch if I want to...

Apparently I insulted every single person except Troy at my wake/birthday party yesterday. I feel awful today, but in retrospect, I remember being really pissed off at everyone and everything. I was in a horrible mood, and that coupled with alcohol and having to hang out with the "friends of friends," none of whom I know at all, does not constitute "good times." I'll get over it. And personally, I don't care if no one else gets over it. (Tell us how you really feel!) I know I will care, but I'm in the midst of holiday/birthday blues, so I'm a bit preoccupied with myself. Actually, I don't feel bad that I was so rude to everyone and insulted people; I feel bad about not feeling bad. God, what a bitch!

I wonder who I can insult tonight now that it's really my birthday.